Saturday, January 18, 2020

Stress

So a couple of days ago our washer broke, leaving a soaking wet load inside. The next day Rush threw up all over his bed and I was up all night with him.  Also Sean was at work for all of this. The next day was Sean's only day off and we had plans to go to SLC for a Doctor appointment for me. So he hurried and got rid of our old washer and bought a used washer (cause we are broke and can't afford a new one). When we got home that night he hooked up the washer and can you guess what happened. It didn't work!! It washed the clothes and then just sat there full of water and clothes. Sean had to go back to work in the morning so now I have to get someone to come fix this one.
 I lost it! Not only had I had a long day with little sleep but the whole 2 washers braking threw me over (and I am prego and emotional). I started crying. Sean asked why I was crying and I explain. He looked at me like I was crazy. He told me he didn't understand why I was stressed!!! All I could think was Ok now I am mad at you too!!

- Washer broke
- Up all night with a barfing kid (and can't was the mess)
- Had to go to SLC for a Doctor appointment
- I have daily headaches. I am always in pain
- I am pregnant
- Out of 3 weeks Sean has only been home for one
- I was really disappointed/mad/sad that I didn't get to decorate for Halloween, because I was so sick. I was really looking forward to decorating for Christmas. Then it was pointed out to me we will only be here 2 week in December. So it really isn't worth decorating, and I still feel like crap. It made me so sad.
- I have 2 weeks to get all of our Christmas shopping and stuff done.
- I have to teach a lesson on Sunday. That normally wouldn't stress me but they are putting all this pressure on that this is a really important lesson
- We have no funds for Christmas because we are trying to get out of debt
- I really don't want to go to AZ for 2 weeks for Christmas. Don't get me wrong I really want to see all our family. But being sick all the time at someone elses house and watching everyone else go do fun stuff and have to stay in bed cause I feel like crap, or even going with and feeling like crap the whole time, is not fun!
...Should I keep going, cause I could!

When I told Sean some of these he finally said sorry I didn't know you thought about all this.

Wednesday, November 21, 2012

Baby Moved!

So last night I had a killer headache and was in bed by 8:30, as soon as my kiddos were asleep. I was laying there watching a show trying to relax when I felt the baby move. I smiled from ear to ear. I was so excited. As I lay there I felt it even more.
For a couple of weeks when I lay down I have been wondering if what I felt in my stomach was the baby or not but last night there was no doubt in my mind. I know when I am getting kicked when I feel it. The baby did it between 5-10 times and each time it made me smile.
I have my appointment in a week to find out what sex the baby is but it was just nice to feel he/she move to know everything is ok.

Turkey Hats

So yesterday Nov. 20th I was babysitting Rush's best friend Zach and about 30mins after he was dropped off he started crying for his mom and wouldn't stop. So I thought we would do a craft to take his mind off it. I pulled some things out of our kids craft closet and decided to make turkeys. This was totally impromptu, I had no idea how or what exactly to make. First we were going to make masks and then we turned out making hats.
I just cut some paper plates in half and glues all the stuff on it and then hole punched a hole on each side and strung some yarn through it and fit it to each kids head.
I think they turned out so cute and the kids had a lot of fun. And most important Zach was happy the whole time!
Happy Turkey Day

Saturday, June 30, 2012

Reception part 2 :decoration

I know there are a lot of pictures but it turned out so pretty. Kristi did the cake balls and cake and I did the decorations!

Kayla's wedding shoes



The sun melted the frosting on some of the cupcakes and it dripped onto the table cloth

Kayla and Andrew getting ready to leave

Reception part 1